Superstar

I'm listening to the track by Rollergirl currently; not Sonic Youth or The Carpenters. This shit really makes me reminisce 8th grade. Glowsticks, Asian cliques and DDR. Woo. I haven't listened to trance/techno or whatever makes bump noises in years. I couldn't stand it anymore, but mainly because it just sounds the same and I haven't heard any new good beats.

Anyways, the other day my Mom finally got us basic cable. I was super excited cause now I can watch local news and shit. Haha. Well my intentions were to watch The Office and Heroes before, but since those are out of the picture, uhh haha. I barely even have time to sit down.

Uh oh, it just occurred to me that I'm distancing myself from everyone again. Except I'm keeping busy with making money instead of doing community service. It's kind of sad that I don't really care though. As much as I'd like to have someone just call me up, I end up coming up with an excuse to avoid it. I don't know why either. And so far it was pretty difficult to do my homework that was all due today. I know I shouldn't work so much, but since I'm so used to it, I just can't stop. If I don't work, I feel useless and extremely lazy with too much time on my hands. Plus I hate looking at my paychecks if they're decreasing. It really bothers me. Being unproductive is starting to disgust me. So I'm hoping this new thing that I'm growing fond of will help me stop being such a procrastinator. I seriously planned the time and days when I'd be able to do my homework according to my schedule. In the end it didn't work out too well because I seriously didn't have time to myself at all.

I even got a small notebook and am using it as a daily planner. I'm trying to be more organized, yet my room and car is a total mess.

I think if I can get through this semester with decent grades and still with both jobs, I don't even know. But I'd be proud.

If not that, I think maybe I'll find a more stable job with normal set hours and work at Rave like once a week just so I can still watch free movies. I seriously saved over 200 dollars from watching free movies or letting people watch them for free.

Jessica asked me if I wanted to go to the Philippines with her. I kind of want to, just so I can finally say I've been out of the country. Looks like going to any foreign country is fucken ridiculously expensive.

Oh, this one day I was working in box office, I had to sell these $2 charitable hearts to people. Courtland and I were competing and since he was there since the morning, he had already sold about 60. One of my managers, Ms. Aldin, let me pick a DVD from the box that they had cause according to her, I sold 3 bags (10 in each) but I'm sure I sold way more than that. So last minute I noticed Transformers and took that. Found out Courtland didn't get jack, so I hope he got something by now.

I learned another manager, Donnelly, quit cause she couldn't handle the stress from school conflicting with work.

A co-worker, Angel, came in requesting to be an assistant manager. Yet, he only works there once a week. And they asked Chantel if she wanted to be one but we talked about it, and we both didn't even like being supervisor. Apparently you need open availability because it's never a set schedule for them either. I wouldn't be able to stand Steve Winn and his bullshit thought process of wasting time and losing money.

I finally saw what the LX looks like. It's exactly the same fucken size as my monster Sidekick 2. Only difference is, it's SLIGHTLY thinner. But it's still the equivalence in the length. I'm tired of it being so huge.

I think if I get English, or at least half of it done by tonight or tomorrow morning, I'm going to go and catch Atonement before I work at Hollister tomorrow. Or if they don't call me in at Rave.

Geez I need a life.