Around The World

Okay, I'm going to be completely honest.

I was a little annoyed that I kept trying to hang out with everyone [Alma, Alex, Alexa & Dallas] but didn't. I got over the whole waiting outside thing cause that was probably my fault for telling Alma to just call me when they got there.

The dinner lasted a bit, but I didn't run off. Mainly, I felt bad for last time, and plus I was driving my mom and her friend with her car. I had texted Alex probably 25 minutes prior to me getting home asking what they were doing. They were still at Dallas' so I decided to take my mom's car to go over there cause I'm really pushing on gas.

My mom was concerned but I lied to her that I had money, when I really didn't. And at the first of every month, they take 25 dollars from my checking account to my savings account for the college savings thing... and I don't even think I have 25. So great. I'm going to overdraft. I can't get the money from Tina until probably Thursday because today is her fucking birthday. Fucking fuck fuck.

Anyways. When I was just leaving, but I didn't turn on the car yet, I called Alex. He tells me they're on their way to the airport to pick up Niki. So at that point, I gave up in trying to hang out with them so I went back inside. My mom was confused as to why I wasn't leaving but I didn't say anything. Tried to burn a CD but my computer froze up and wouldn't stop being a piece of shit to me. And I just forced myself to sleep.

I restarted my computer and it was still frozen. Even after the restart. What the fuckkkkkkkkkkk. I hate you computer. Fucking stressing me out and shit. I just want to print shit and fucking make CDs but no, you can't even do that for me.

And I just saw a text message from Dallas asking where I was last night. Then I saw that Alexa posted a comment to me saying that she was waiting to see my car pull up last night. Now I feel really bad. Really bad. I'm a piece of shit.