Fail

I still haven't finished picking my classes. I am truly pushing a lot of limits. Like my seatbelt ticket that's due on the 29th. I think I'm just going to drive down tot he courthouse tomorrow to pay it off before school. That may be the plan.

I think work and school is finally taking its toll on me. I'm started to feel the pressure and exhaustion a little more often now. Even though work has been pretty peachy. Even with all the major movies coming out and huge rushes, it's quite peachy. Even my GM is peachy. Though I have 3 days off starting now so I'm going to take advantage of it. Somehow.

Though I've been calling in or requesting my days off at Hollister. My last paycheck was like 48 dollars haha. I learned my main manager from there quit and transferred to A&F to take over his new wife's position. Interesting I suppose. I liked that guy, so that's a damn shame.

I feel like I'm slipping away. More like I'm super slacking. I look at my room and I just don't even give a fuck, but seriously, it's so gross and un-liveable. I can't even walk through my room without tripping over shit every 5 inches.

And I've come to realize today I'm way out of shape. I'm really letting myself go. I'm not joking. I'm scared to weigh myself now because I'm fitting pants that I shouldn't be fitting and I'm sad.

Good news is, a co-worker of mine is trying to hook me up with a job. His cousin is a realtor and I'll be the assistant and pretty much do data entry. If I can land this job, I'll be so fucken happy. I'd love to go back to an office job. And since I can type fast and with like 98 percent accuracy, why the fuck not? haha. He was saying at the most, I'll be getting paid 10 and his girlfriend was like THATS A LOT. I kind of laughed since that's how much I was getting paid before, but I guess yeah, it is compared to the shit we get from the theatre.

Which brings me to, I don't know if I'm ever going to be promoted to an assistant manager. From what I can tell, they're already training Andrew because I never see him do work at all. I only see him stand around and watch and evaluate. Why am I not doing that? Actually, why aren't the other supervisors doing that? They have one of the dudes kind of do a lot of work, but he's leaving in a month. So none of the girls are getting priveleges and from what it seems, they're trying to demote one of the supervisors. Uh okay.

Oh yeah, and I've been in super bitch mode to Andrew at work. I've been on a roll with it until yesterday when I decided to smoke with Jessica since it was 4/20, harhar. We went to go watch Forgetting Sarah Marshall, which btw is hysterical, and I guess I was in such a good mood, I decided to say hi to Andrew. Why? I don't even know. I was in the ignoring/fuck you mode earlier that day too. I suck. So he thinks everythings all good and peachy but then today I was super bitch again. Now he's been texting me and I think he wants to meet up with me to talk about my bi-polar behavior. Ha.

Since I'm not giving him attention and talking to the other co-workers, that are dudes, at work, he's been hasseling them and being super douchebag mode with them. I am ruining work for everyone. I feel awful. I wonder what's going to happen when his ass becomes assistant manager.

So anywho, I just came back from watching Stephen Lynch at UNLV and let me just say, it was hysterical. He's a master of song writing. He truly is.

I was mad that I could've won a $100 gift card to some book store. Literally 1 number away. I was anticipating that last digit to be 5, but no, it was a 4. Oh how upset I was.

"I'm the Halocast and you're my frightened Jew." - The Kickass Sidekick Song